Hello Again,
I had attempted a blog previously, but after putting myself to sleep just writing it, I thought I'd wait till my life got even more exciting before continuing.
Well after an 8 yr anniversary, 553 three yr old tantrums, a pregnancy from hell that brought me another beautiful little girl who hates sleep, has colic, and makes sure I sleep about 1.5 hrs a week myself, and approximately 1659 folgers in my cups later...here we are today.
So yes I'd say a bit more exciting. We still reside here in good old Utah, home of the Sunday city closure and better make it to the liquor store by noon but we've adapted with some awesome concert dates out, hole in the wall bars with old friends, and the comedy that is our day to day life.
I myself feel about 60 these days when my excitement is morning coffee and a newspaper, let alone grocery shopping, that's a full on adventure!! I have weekly shows I must watch if not catch up on, on Hulu and am perfectly fine with a nine O'clock bed time. Hell, add daily fiber powder and depends and I'm pretty much dust in a jar.
But that's besides the point. My sweet Princesa is now three and seeing the world through her eyes is my daily breath of life. She smiles, laughs, loves, and imagines without boundaries...I wish I could be like her when I grow up. Her and my other two month old little love are the two beings I feel the most blessed to have had the chance to meet. I try to be a firm mom, but battle the best friend syndrome of it constantly. I'm sure I'll get it down one of these days, until then add it to the "to-do" scroll I have about as long as Cinderella's before the ball.
The love of my life is back at his old job where he's definitely being better appreciated, but its also back to the old hrs where it seems I'm watching the sunrise when he leaves for work and counting the stars by the time he's back home. And I swear, I miss him like a high schools girl crush every single day at work, part of that stems from a failed move to Ohio but we'll cover that on another entry. Needless to say, how we're doing now it was a blessing in huge disguise.
I still dream of being a writer, it still seems so far away. I hope soon the mile markers start passing me by so I can show my girls their own hearts stars can be reached....We'll see.
So here we are, welcome back to my crazy life. Strap in, fill your red solo cup, put on your reading glasses and lets do this thing! Its going to be a bumpy, messy, beautiful ride and I'm glad your here to see it with me.
Cheers! Xoxo
~Missy
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